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demos (2014​-​2016)

by flat soda

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Em Piasecki This song makes me feel warm. Favorite track: too shy.
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1.
sound asleep 01:08
I had a dream you kissed ryan on the lips I was living with aaron and his mom in their apartment they let me use the car when I'm not drinking liquor or smoking my stuff you were passed out naked on the couch I went to sleep in the other room I didn't want to bother you you look so good when you're sound asleep
2.
black holes 01:18
your sunflower dress is making my knees weak your legs are wrapped around me join me in the lake and take off your swim suit I wanna see some skin that I haven't seen in a month or two you are disappearing through cosmic realities and floating in black holes and touching my leg hair and burning my pants I'm a weird soul floating in the cosmos i'm aware and I want you, to want me too you are a blooming afternoon ill take lsd and open your eyes to my blue skies where does it go?
3.
hymn 00:32
4.
bleach blonde the sun wrapped in your skin she calls my time some kind of extra terrestrial and so it has begun air that I can breathe land that I can see
5.
so what does this mean? everythings falling apart before my eyes i'd walk to the sun for you with these empty pocked and holes in my shoes this road is lonely without you a better half slipped away before my eyes i'd follow you to the fiery gates of hell and burn with you
6.
don't shed your skin I feel this weight on my shoulders and all that I've left behind all that I'm facing don't take this lightly I'm tripping on words I can't say I cannot save you from your sins don't speak my name all that will fall off your lips and that's pressing into my chest killing me slowly
7.
jailbird 03:32
we're on our way to cold dark sells against our will stripped of our rights, waiting for our appeals I can't see the light of day no life here, nature will have to wait crawling over my skin I feel its cause all around me I won't be lead astray!
8.
i won't grow 01:41
i'll write you a song so you can feel better and remember what I would say "got to keep your head on straight" and I looked below at your legs all on fire went into a dream I had where everything I knew was gold now I'm too drunk to know where I'll lay my head tomorrow playing songs I know aren't good pretending that life is still good I don't give a fuck! oh, I know I've lost my soul I won't grow I don't know where I belong anymore I've been taking every step to realize moneys not that hard to come by selling my soul to be fast at the banjo talking in my sleep, saying words I don't know and you're all blinded by money that doesn't exist the fed keeps printing it off you shits one day your money will be worthless and all the words I'm singing will one day be world this don't cry, there's a better tomorrow on the horizon don't lie, there's a better tomorrow on the horizon but I can't see any way out of this place
9.
wasting all your time, never finding peace of mind playing the victim to a world I never loved the sun would run much faster than I had ever imagined I know a place in time would keep me from this crime oh my god, I wonder what he's got written on the page, it's Donald trumps been shot! don't close your eyes, you're only living don't say goodbye, you don't know what's happening
10.
every day spent in a box, stale socks separation from reality, rejecting abnormality paying the bills, feeding their lies your carcass rots and is embodied by flies your dreams are dying, you're not really here you're just another mold made by a government you fear you're rotting away, and wasting your time can't you fucking see they're controlling your mind? I feel like I'm wasting my time with all of this living black out drunk at the bar every night there's nothing in your head and you're looking for a fight you're living a lie, and don't know your rights you might as well be dead by the end of the night I feel like I'm wasting my time with all of this nervous! stressed! always on the edge breaking every bone, throwing every stone waiting in vein for something I can't obtain cigarettes, cannabis, acid on my tongue it's gonna be a long time until I feel sober again
11.
dreadlocks, cigarettes, waiting for trains darling if you only knew how bad I need a smoke we've been walking around with this look on our faces like we don't know where we are going or how to communicate we're breaking down borders we build around ourselves swallowed in this feeling of not being adequate or feeling unworthy of contact of our eyes this tension is deafening, but I will take it I waited there for you to look and see me alone at the train station running scared I waited there for you
12.
oh my god 01:23
wasting all your time, never finding peace of mind playing the victim to a world I never loved the sun would run much faster than I had ever imagined I know a place in time would keep me from this crime oh my god, I wonder what he's got written on the page, it's Donald trumps been shot! don't close your eyes, you're only living don't say goodbye, you don't know what's happening
13.
haunted 01:38
dammit dude we're leaving tomorrow morning anythings better than this boring wasteland on the inside of her arm she's got a tattoo of a 40 flying a sign saying she is looking for me dammit we fucked up again pissed everyone off and then hitched to Denver dammit we fucked with the dead now you can't sleep and I'm hearing voices so let's pack up all our things where did you hide the weed? I wanna get stoned and I know it's sad to say but people suck I wish that they'd leave us alone dammit we fucked up again pissed everyone off and then hitched to Denver dammit we fucked with the dead now you can't sleep and I'm hearing voices
14.
what if I could stop time? and make this moment last forever what if I wouldn't be so blind? to all the things that are right in front of my eyes you live in my dreams a harmony too plain to see so I'll keep writing my songs alone in this abandoned bus I'll keep thinking all the terrible things and what if all of the things that we thought inside our heads when we were too high couldn't fix the weight of the world that rested upon your sweet shoulders oh, I don't mind it so I'll keep writing my songs alone in this abandoned bus I'll keep thinking all the terrible things
15.
i don't know who I am you're probably wondering what I am thinking getting high in the back seat living in a day dream where did your cat go? hanononononono you're a daisy i'm a rat what good could come of that? I killed all your friends at least they can't hate me now where did your friends go? hanononononono taking mushrooms together I swore you went crazy thought we were one maybe i'm the one who's crazy where did our bodies go? hanononononono
16.
get clean 01:46
5 years, addiction and depression grabbed a hold around her throat 5 years, sticking needles in her arm saying "that's just how it goes" and i'd say, "just remembed that you're a human being just remember that you are still breathing" i'm trying to get clean but my minds always racing and my girls snorting cocaine it's insane how we're wasting away our lives doing things that we don't like I hate my job, how about you? all of my friends are 22 all of my friends are the living dead we're living in the gutter and we're living in your head what are we doing? nothing as far as it seems what do we stand for? nothing as far as it seems i'm trying to create change but nobody wants to hear it too caught up in their trivial bullshit to hear it why don't we just slow down this time and learn to love again <3
17.
puke 01:06
she's got that kind of heart makes you wanna puke or it make you wanna die she's got that kind of soul makes you feel alive or it makes you feel alone I think we should try picking up the pieces don't know what I wanna say something about smoking meth or wanting to die so we packed up all or things and we drove straight to the mountains of Colorado we packed up all or things and we drove straight to the mountains of Colorado for a group suicide
18.
mold 01:55
I'm too strange, she's too numb she can't feel, I can't stop wanted to break away went inside, broke her legs I found all the memories we had lost they were right there waiting maybe I won't come by we fell off, said goodbye I saw your face, you cut my hair I wasn't scared, you didn't care we found all the mold it filled our lungs I was right their waiting and maybe we're just not cut out for this please save me, I'm trapped inside your mind I fear, all the things in my life keep controlling my mind want to escape but I ran out of time
19.
brainwashed 01:05
finally time to wash away this smile I feel at home when I am all alone and you're just a ghost who haunts me in my dreams leave me alone, please spare this suffering waiting for her oh, but I still feel it oh, but she still haunts me I think that I died with you nothing beats the times when I still felt alive a thousand miles high crashed up by your side now you can't find the time to open up your eyes I swear it's all the same I live in side your brain washed by loved that cannot live in this life I wish I could die when I say what I want you to hear you can't feel anything
20.
can't relate 03:14
it's all the same things I can't relate write till I die doesn't change a thing still you will cry when you hear that song and I will die when I feel so wrong when all of this time it was in my head it was in my head what I wanted to say it's all a blur radioactive waste of time i'm fine it doesn't mean a thing this afternoon I feel it sinking in your voice in my skull wishing that I was cool still you will cry when you hear that song and I will die when I feel so wrong when all of this time it was in my head it was in my head what I wanted to say and I think you might've liked me but I am only ever thinking about getting high don't got nothin to do don't know what I want to say in the first place if nothing lasts forever why do I even bother? you have me in a cell under your table hearing songs about your existential crisis I would've cried but I'm a ghost in the corner all alone when all of this time it was in my head it was in my head what I wanted to say what I wanted to say
21.
dead 03:15
wasted on the phone through last December I can't wait for a place to call home I'm rotting here away from you brown eyes, lost times and maybe it's for better but for betters not the best for the both of us as it seems and I know you feel like dying half the time you feel like you might already be dead brown eyes, lost times
22.
june 01:53
I saw your face in the colors of june you found my name on the side of your shoe watching you die brings me to life I can't feel a thing and what could I say to take this all away? like I did in the first place all alone again she lies across the nation your mind is running in circles
23.
fall fades moods to blue I'm not buying this whole old soul façade this bed was made for two rest your head upon ending endeavors and ever is marked by a melody in your heart I'll sing this one for two everything inside me was made new don't know what to do on a high wire, a highway to your grave this bed was made for two rest your head upon ending endeavors and ever is marked by a melody in your heart I'll sing this one for two everything inside me was made new
24.
gag 01:45
I swear I lost my head somewhere back there lost in those conversations wondering around that school for hours and hours and you would talk and I would shake all those things that you said always got to my head well is this clear enough for you? is this everything you wanted it to be? is this everything you wanted it to be? I swear you lost my head somewhere back there drowning in your mental illness losing your sanity and not knowing, which one am I? or which one do I do? which one do I choose? well is this clear enough for you? the same pair of broken shoes and an I love you and an I love you too I do
25.
hello world 02:39
I don't wanna speak my mind I don't wanna write this song twice I don't wanna write it I don't wanna write this song twice I don't wanna break your heart I don't wanna break your heart twice I don't wanna break it I don't wanna break your heart twice thought I might have been alone screaming out to the world thought I might have given up I've been living a lonely life waiting for your call you don't call no more, no more, no more, no more thought I might have been alone screaming out to the world thought I might have given up
26.
sabrinas in my head a ghost inside my mind all the time these words just won't speak right I think of what you said I think of all the lost times on and on these words just won't speak right I'll keep it clean if you hear me out I'll whisper words I can't place my mouth on just what I have done to make you stay as I lie awake in bed, I hear a voice in my head on and on, your words just won't keep quiet goodbye my dearest friend I held these truths in my head left for dead you turned your back and fled I'll keep it clean if you hear me out I'll whisper words I can't place my mouth on just what I have done to make you stay so don't walk away don't turn your head don't fall asleep you're in my dreams oh, you're in my dreams as I lie awake, you're in my head I'll keep it clean if you hear my out I'll whisper words I can't place my mouth on just what I have done to make you stay I'll keep it clean if you let me in all these places I've been in the back of my mind I won't be there for too long now
27.
grants on stage he looks so cool and I don't follow rules dropping out of school I'll have another beer with mirna on the pier freight trains, so lame I pick yr brain and timmys in the air playing in their underware I'm feeling very stoned I'm so far away from home
28.
falling though space in time with you all the colors if god never saved me I don't think it'd bother me I believe in me and you'll find me in your head breaking through it and you notice what I said feeling so dead and out of time falling through silhouettes of doom in a graveyard and you'll find me in your head breaking through it and you notice what I said feeling so dead and out of touch it's old news dwelling on all the time I wasted in my head ran out of time and ill notice that ill find I cant escape nothing to add, as we lie upon the grass you'll notice that you'll find you can't escape a cold shoulder an empty parking lot and the faint smell of pot
29.
too shy 02:05
too high I might die i'm too shy it's all passing by where did you hide away? too late i'm ashamed i'm too tired i'll sleep it away i'll sleep it all away
30.
flowers 01:40
I live in a dream you won't talk to me I still dream about it I don't talk about it I get high about it laugh and cry about it always feeling alone always feeling like shit shoot yr arrogance up my vein when yr dead you can't feel pain flowers are fading to grey never have a thing to say holding you in a place where no light can escape and I still smell that sweet perfume in this condescending tomb

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this is a collection of shit demos from 2014-2016 <3
all songs were written by jedidiah romnek
all songs were recorded by jedidiah romnek and dustin livingston

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released December 15, 2016

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