demos (2014​-​2016)

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this is a collection of shit demos from 2014-2016 <3
all songs were written by jedidiah romnek
all songs were recorded by jedidiah romnek and dustin livingston

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released December 15, 2016

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Track Name: sound asleep
I had a dream you kissed ryan on the lips
I was living with aaron and his mom in their apartment
they let me use the car
when I'm not drinking liquor or smoking my stuff
you were passed out
naked on the couch
I went to sleep in the other room
I didn't want to bother you
you look so good when you're sound asleep
Track Name: black holes
your sunflower dress is making my knees weak
your legs are wrapped around me
join me in the lake and take off your swim suit
I wanna see some skin that I haven't seen in a month or two
you are disappearing through cosmic realities
and floating in black holes and touching my leg hair
and burning my pants
I'm a weird soul floating in the cosmos
i'm aware
and I want you, to want me too
you are a blooming afternoon
ill take lsd and open your eyes to my blue skies
where does it go?
Track Name: air that i can breathe
bleach blonde
the sun
wrapped in
your skin
she calls
my time
some kind of extra terrestrial
and so it has begun
air that I can breathe
land that I can see
Track Name: burn with you
so what does this mean?
everythings falling apart before my eyes
i'd walk to the sun for you
with these empty pocked and holes in my shoes
this road is lonely without you
a better half slipped away before my eyes
i'd follow you to the fiery gates of hell
and burn with you
Track Name: don't shed your skin
don't shed your skin
I feel this weight on my shoulders
and all that I've left behind
all that I'm facing
don't take this lightly
I'm tripping on words I can't say
I cannot save you from your sins
don't speak my name
all that will fall off your lips
and that's pressing into my chest
killing me slowly
Track Name: jailbird
we're on our way to cold dark sells against our will
stripped of our rights, waiting for our appeals
I can't see the light of day
no life here, nature will have to wait
crawling over my skin
I feel its cause all around me
I won't be lead astray!
Track Name: i won't grow
i'll write you a song so you can feel better
and remember what I would say
"got to keep your head on straight"
and I looked below at your legs all on fire
went into a dream I had
where everything I knew was gold
now I'm too drunk to know where I'll lay my head tomorrow
playing songs I know aren't good
pretending that life is still good
I don't give a fuck!
oh, I know I've lost my soul
I won't grow
I don't know where I belong anymore

I've been taking every step to realize
moneys not that hard to come by
selling my soul to be fast at the banjo
talking in my sleep, saying words I don't know
and you're all blinded by money that doesn't exist
the fed keeps printing it off you shits
one day your money will be worthless
and all the words I'm singing will one day be world this
don't cry, there's a better tomorrow on the horizon
don't lie, there's a better tomorrow on the horizon
but I can't see any way out of this place
Track Name: oh my god (split version)
wasting all your time, never finding peace of mind
playing the victim to a world I never loved
the sun would run much faster than I had ever imagined
I know a place in time would keep me from this crime
oh my god, I wonder what he's got
written on the page, it's Donald trumps been shot!
don't close your eyes, you're only living
don't say goodbye, you don't know what's happening
Track Name: seperation from reality
every day spent in a box, stale socks
separation from reality, rejecting abnormality
paying the bills, feeding their lies
your carcass rots and is embodied by flies
your dreams are dying, you're not really here
you're just another mold made by a government you fear
you're rotting away, and wasting your time
can't you fucking see they're controlling your mind?
I feel like I'm wasting my time with all of this
living black out drunk at the bar every night
there's nothing in your head and you're looking for a fight
you're living a lie, and don't know your rights
you might as well be dead by the end of the night
I feel like I'm wasting my time with all of this
nervous! stressed! always on the edge
breaking every bone, throwing every stone
waiting in vein for something I can't obtain
cigarettes, cannabis, acid on my tongue
it's gonna be a long time until I feel sober again
Track Name: breaking down borders
dreadlocks, cigarettes, waiting for trains
darling if you only knew how bad I need a smoke
we've been walking around with this look on our faces
like we don't know where we are going
or how to communicate
we're breaking down borders we build around ourselves
swallowed in this feeling of not being adequate
or feeling unworthy of contact of our eyes
this tension is deafening, but I will take it
I waited there for you to look and see me
alone at the train station running scared
I waited there for you
Track Name: oh my god
wasting all your time, never finding peace of mind
playing the victim to a world I never loved
the sun would run much faster than I had ever imagined
I know a place in time would keep me from this crime
oh my god, I wonder what he's got
written on the page, it's Donald trumps been shot!
don't close your eyes, you're only living
don't say goodbye, you don't know what's happening
Track Name: haunted
dammit dude we're leaving tomorrow morning
anythings better than this boring wasteland
on the inside of her arm she's got a tattoo of a 40
flying a sign saying she is looking for me
dammit we fucked up again
pissed everyone off and then hitched to Denver
dammit we fucked with the dead
now you can't sleep and I'm hearing voices
so let's pack up all our things
where did you hide the weed? I wanna get stoned
and I know it's sad to say but people suck
I wish that they'd leave us alone
dammit we fucked up again
pissed everyone off and then hitched to Denver
dammit we fucked with the dead
now you can't sleep and I'm hearing voices
Track Name: life really sucks sometimes
what if I could stop time?
and make this moment last forever
what if I wouldn't be so blind?
to all the things that are right in front of my eyes
you live in my dreams
a harmony too plain to see
so I'll keep writing my songs
alone in this abandoned bus
I'll keep thinking all the terrible things
and what if all of the things that we thought inside our heads
when we were too high
couldn't fix the weight of the world
that rested upon your sweet shoulders
oh, I don't mind it
so I'll keep writing my songs
alone in this abandoned bus
I'll keep thinking all the terrible things
Track Name: daisies and rats
i don't know who I am
you're probably wondering what I am thinking
getting high in the back seat
living in a day dream
where did your cat go?
hanononononono
you're a daisy i'm a rat
what good could come of that?
I killed all your friends
at least they can't hate me now
where did your friends go?
hanononononono
taking mushrooms together
I swore you went crazy
thought we were one
maybe i'm the one who's crazy
where did our bodies go?
hanononononono
Track Name: get clean
5 years, addiction and depression grabbed a hold around her throat
5 years, sticking needles in her arm saying "that's just how it goes"
and i'd say, "just remembed that you're a human being
just remember that you are still breathing"
i'm trying to get clean
but my minds always racing and my girls snorting cocaine
it's insane how we're wasting away our lives
doing things that we don't like
I hate my job, how about you?
all of my friends are 22
all of my friends are the living dead
we're living in the gutter and we're living in your head
what are we doing?
nothing as far as it seems
what do we stand for?
nothing as far as it seems
i'm trying to create change
but nobody wants to hear it
too caught up in their trivial bullshit to hear it
why don't we just slow down this time
and learn to love again
<3
Track Name: puke
she's got that kind of heart
makes you wanna puke
or it make you wanna die
she's got that kind of soul
makes you feel alive
or it makes you feel alone
I think we should try picking up the pieces
don't know what I wanna say
something about smoking meth
or wanting to die
so we packed up all or things
and we drove straight to the mountains of Colorado
we packed up all or things
and we drove straight to the mountains of Colorado
for a group suicide
Track Name: mold
I'm too strange, she's too numb
she can't feel, I can't stop
wanted to break away
went inside, broke her legs
I found all the memories we had lost
they were right there waiting
maybe I won't come by
we fell off, said goodbye
I saw your face, you cut my hair
I wasn't scared, you didn't care
we found all the mold it filled our lungs
I was right their waiting
and maybe we're just not cut out for this
please save me, I'm trapped inside your mind
I fear, all the things in my life keep controlling my mind
want to escape but I ran out of time
Track Name: brainwashed
finally time to wash away this smile
I feel at home when I am all alone
and you're just a ghost who haunts me in my dreams
leave me alone, please spare this suffering
waiting for her
oh, but I still feel it
oh, but she still haunts me
I think that I died with you
nothing beats the times when I still felt alive
a thousand miles high crashed up by your side
now you can't find the time to open up your eyes
I swear it's all the same I live in side your brain
washed by loved that cannot live in this life
I wish I could die
when I say what I want you to hear
you can't feel anything
Track Name: can't relate
it's all the same
things I can't relate
write till I die
doesn't change a thing
still you will cry when you hear that song
and I will die when I feel so wrong
when all of this time it was in my head
it was in my head what I wanted to say
it's all a blur
radioactive waste of time
i'm fine
it doesn't mean a thing
this afternoon I feel it sinking in
your voice in my skull wishing that I was cool
still you will cry when you hear that song
and I will die when I feel so wrong
when all of this time it was in my head
it was in my head what I wanted to say
and I think you might've liked me
but I am only ever thinking about getting high
don't got nothin to do
don't know what I want to say in the first place
if nothing lasts forever why do I even bother?
you have me in a cell under your table
hearing songs about your existential crisis
I would've cried but I'm a ghost in the corner
all alone
when all of this time it was in my head
it was in my head what I wanted to say
what I wanted to say
Track Name: dead
wasted on the phone through last December
I can't wait for a place to call home
I'm rotting here away from you
brown eyes, lost times
and maybe it's for better
but for betters not the best for the both of us as it seems
and I know you feel like dying
half the time you feel like you might already be dead
brown eyes, lost times
Track Name: june
I saw your face in the colors of june
you found my name on the side of your shoe
watching you die brings me to life
I can't feel a thing
and what could I say to take this all away?
like I did in the first place
all alone again
she lies across the nation
your mind is running in circles
Track Name: ending endeavors
fall fades moods to blue
I'm not buying this whole old soul façade
this bed was made for two
rest your head upon ending endeavors
and ever is marked by a melody in your heart
I'll sing this one for two
everything inside me was made new
don't know what to do
on a high wire, a highway to your grave
this bed was made for two
rest your head upon ending endeavors
and ever is marked by a melody in your heart
I'll sing this one for two
everything inside me was made new
Track Name: gag
I swear I lost my head somewhere back there
lost in those conversations
wondering around that school for hours and hours
and you would talk
and I would shake
all those things that you said always got to my head
well is this clear enough for you?
is this everything you wanted it to be?
is this everything you wanted it to be?
I swear you lost my head somewhere back there
drowning in your mental illness
losing your sanity
and not knowing, which one am I?
or which one do I do?
which one do I choose?
well is this clear enough for you?
the same pair of broken shoes
and an I love you
and an I love you too
I do
Track Name: hello world
I don't wanna speak my mind
I don't wanna write this song twice
I don't wanna write it
I don't wanna write this song twice
I don't wanna break your heart
I don't wanna break your heart twice
I don't wanna break it
I don't wanna break your heart twice
thought I might have been alone
screaming out to the world
thought I might have given up
I've been living a lonely life
waiting for your call
you don't call no more, no more, no more, no more
thought I might have been alone
screaming out to the world
thought I might have given up
Track Name: keep it clean
sabrinas in my head
a ghost inside my mind
all the time these words just won't speak right
I think of what you said
I think of all the lost times
on and on these words just won't speak right
I'll keep it clean if you hear me out
I'll whisper words
I can't place my mouth on just what I have done
to make you stay
as I lie awake in bed, I hear a voice in my head
on and on, your words just won't keep quiet
goodbye my dearest friend
I held these truths in my head
left for dead you turned your back and fled
I'll keep it clean if you hear me out
I'll whisper words
I can't place my mouth on just what I have done
to make you stay
so don't walk away
don't turn your head
don't fall asleep
you're in my dreams
oh, you're in my dreams
as I lie awake, you're in my head
I'll keep it clean if you hear my out
I'll whisper words
I can't place my mouth on just what I have done
to make you stay
I'll keep it clean if you let me in
all these places I've been in the back of my mind
I won't be there for too long now
Track Name: pick yr brain
grants on stage he looks so cool
and I don't follow rules
dropping out of school
I'll have another beer
with mirna on the pier
freight trains, so lame
I pick yr brain
and timmys in the air
playing in their underware
I'm feeling very stoned
I'm so far away from home
Track Name: silhouettes of doom
falling though space in time with you
all the colors
if god never saved me I don't think it'd bother me
I believe in me
and you'll find me in your head
breaking through it
and you notice what I said
feeling so dead
and out of time
falling through silhouettes of doom in a graveyard
and you'll find me in your head
breaking through it
and you notice what I said
feeling so dead
and out of touch
it's old news
dwelling on all the time I wasted in my head
ran out of time
and ill notice that ill find I cant escape
nothing to add, as we lie upon the grass
you'll notice that you'll find you can't escape
a cold shoulder
an empty parking lot
and the faint smell of pot
Track Name: too shy
too high
I might die
i'm too shy
it's all passing by
where did you hide away?
too late
i'm ashamed
i'm too tired
i'll sleep it away
i'll sleep it all away
Track Name: flowers
I live in a dream
you won't talk to me
I still dream about it
I don't talk about it
I get high about it
laugh and cry about it
always feeling alone
always feeling like shit
shoot yr arrogance up my vein
when yr dead you can't feel pain
flowers are fading to grey
never have a thing to say
holding you in a place
where no light can escape
and I still smell that sweet perfume
in this condescending tomb